friend

there's somebody...
called friend
when i'm in trouble...
she called me, offering help
after days, she's always remind me about that...
constantly complaining about me in front of my friends...
my happiness, my joy, my reached goals...
jealous about what i have, what i've got...
i'm sick about that !
all i need is companion...
not some competition about who's better, who's smart, who's beautiful, who's competent between us...
not important, dear !
i gave my sincerely friendship
you wasted it...
i'm giving back a friendships that you offered to me...
i don't need those !
forget it !
just forget it !
i'll forget it !

Prayer in Noon ...

God,

Give me Your wisdom
Your patient to thru this day...
Your Passion to full this life with dreams
New hope that makes me feel recharge
Your power to bring this world better
The light that shining all people around
The silence so I can hear Your voice
New heart to bring forgiveness
Big heart to accept every thing that happend this time
Pure heart for great expectation...
even i don't know yet what going on the tommorow
new spirit...
new excitement everyday is all that i need
refresh me, Father ...
my gratitude for all things that You put in my hands...
for a special person that You introduce to me this year...
for the love that You burn in our heart..
He is Your beautiful present in this year;
also will become my future by Your grace.
for wonderfull family...
for everyone that surround me with love
for this job that so good
for this life, Father...
Thank you so much...
Help me to learn everything that You want me to know...
take care me every single my baby steps...
I need You ...

Your daughter,
Me