in my sleep just thiking on it...
What have i done! I made a same mistake, twice..
God..what should i do if i cannot find them...
How can i meet their faces...?
What have i told them?
For 2 days.. I have been living in afraidness..
I know U always have a way.. And i should be brave... But i cannot...
My pray: give me Your strenght ... Help find them...
I.. Surrender in Your hand...follow Your path..
-feel hopeless-
