wrong-right thoughts

if i say, i don't happy with my life, would it be wrong?
Would you dare tell me it is false?
1 decision is very enough to ruin a nice life... every day i am waiting for bright days..
i feel i am doing so many mistakes...but i don't know why or where my mistakes are. isn't it great ? a long sigh hit the road thank you!
sadly, i don't know to fix it... everyday i'm desperately praying to go back a few years but it turns with the big NO. so, maybe i just need to work it out with a baby step..But i tire... very tire...