birthday..

birthday story:

jumat, 13 Feb 2009

BIRTHDAY!
G AND FIRMAN!
cool... ultah berdua...sama lahir di tanggal yang sama, hanya berbeda tahun. menyenangkan juga! ya tentu saja menjadi tidak special sendiri...tp spesial berdua haha!
ok...first thing to do in birthday: blow the candle !
it's time for looking a cake...
pilihan pertama: cheese cake harvest! yummy...!
cepet-cepet telepon, tapi ...
harvest ga mo nganterin ke rumah g yang notabennya tangerang!
well ok...coret harvest...
pilihan kedua: cheese cake eaton! hmmmm slurp!
tlp eaton...
again! ga mo nganterin...
hah pusing...akhirnya memutuskan dateng ke CL untuk beli eaton...
telepon lagi untuk booking kue nya... shut!!! malah abis sekrang...weleh!
tanya temen, akhirnya direkomendasi bakery ciputra...
ya weis lah book kuenya. rada expensive but ya sutralah...
bawa pulang kue, dijemput firman meluncur ke rumah ;)
tepat jem 12 tengah mlm...we blew the cake...!!! yeaaahhhh senangnya...
kita berdoa...dan akhirnya potong kue dan makan...
hmmm blacklist...kuenya ga enak!

sabtu, 14 Feb 2009

the DAY!
siangnya kita beli makanan...
ikan gurame saos manis pedas! yummy.... my fav: fish!!
dan menu lainnya kita bawa pulang dan makan di rumah g bareng mami.
sudah kenyang...
g siap2 ke TA with my mini dress ;)... pergi ke TA.
rencananya seh mo nonton...tp karena temen g telepon ngajak dinner bareng double date gt ya apa blh buat... batal dan akhirnya dinner...
hmmmm...

minggu, 15 Feb 2009

H+1

berasa ga pol krn kmrn ga "milik" berdua...
berasa ga enak ma my hon! jadi pergi ke puri... baru deh puasin nonton 2 film sekaligus : bride wars & defiance...
bagus! ;p...

hah pokoknya bener2 menyenangkan punya pacar...
so happy with him!... the best bday i've ever had!



love,
Ester

to life...
we blame more than understand
life is actually not to live the days we love
but to love the days we live...

that quote seems simple but really hard to do.
i am in the middle of the hard day, but not the hardest day... i've done it before.
but i am trying to struggle this time.
afraid, worry, negative things come rounds me
the feeling: i'm useless is coming in my head.
move forward, i will losing things that I've just earned
move backward, i'm stuck
to the left or right, i don't know the direction
just look up and pray to my only One
what should i do?
i don't know the answer for sure...
i've decided... a big movement
is it the right thing?
i can't say
is it bad thing?
no.
so i decided do it... even it's risk full, but i've choiced.
it's not the best, but better for me or others
i am trying to keep a little light of hope...
i know nothing, but He does.
i am sure He will make a way like in the past...
a good thing in a good time..
when time is perfect, i will get the perfect thing
i believe it.
i believe Him.

-waiting a miracle-